I'm back after about almost two years. It wasn't covid that kept me away, but rather dealing with some legal issues and living the results of those issues. Without getting into excruciating detail, I will just say that my life is changed, my outlook on many things has changed, and I've been humbled. In the past, I've enjoyed the times I served older White Women. They were mere rehearsals for being owned by The One as I am now. I didn't seek Her out, nor did She seek me, but I came into Her sphere of influence by circumstance. For over a year, my life was completely controlled by Her 24/7, though I was never permitted to live with Her. I have been used like never before by people (mostly men) She has given me to. Her cruelty is expressed less through Her physical actions than through Her incredibly perverse thoughts. She mostly outsources the physical punishments to others. I've recently been granted more freedom day-to-day, and I'm able to visit this blog again. I hated Her on first meeting, but I had no choice other than serving Her; now I am deeply in love with Her. She is most certainly not deeply in love with me, but I believe I fulfill certain of Her needs better than any other can. The joy that service brings me sustains my life. However She wishes to use me, I'm Hers for as long as She wants in any way She wants. Limitless.
